wishhh... ;D

hehehe soon... i'm gonna get what i want yeah babeyh!! a handphone... duhh it's a handphone.. ahandphone that i always want; sony ericsson w980 wala!! god graciousss it is so damn beautiful!!!that's b'coz i get 4a's, 1b for my upsr!! hoyeah babeyhhh!! happy mood!!! ;DDD

goodbye sksj :( hye smk seafield ;P

next year i'm going to seafield a.k.a padang laut :D LOL i'm gonna walk from my house damn it is so scary i'm all alone walking there :( shishhh... i'm sooooo gonna miss sksj!! for 6 years i study there and now i'm not gonna go there again. all the thing i made with my friends became a very very special memory ;"( no more hari kanak - kanak.. no more everything!! now it really made me wanna cry ;( duhh.. who doesn't cry.. this is the last day for every senior (standard 6) in every primary school. i didn't come on friday (the last day) so it means the "result day" is the last day i meet my friend ;( rite now.. i was grieved because thinking of everything i've done with my friendsss ;"( i'm gonna stop here.. goodbye sksj!! i'm so gonna miss u and my bestie (sksj):
syahirah, amirah, amani, qistina, lynna, afiqah, munirah, tengku, azaitul, najihah, syara, ain, erza and others.. i'm gonna remember all of them .. which i list it (here) u're the best bestie i've met and had!! i love all of you!

this song: the last song by x japan.. made me wanna cry. this song seriously make all my memory came back.. this is dedicate for every seniors (standard6) in every schools.. it'll make u cry and make u grieved.. again.. i said i'm gonna miss my very2 best bestie in the world bye guyss.. love ya!! ;"(

result babe!!

result came... on thursday... very nervous. the principal; ong bee yong :P said that 11 o'clock all standards 6 should go to the dewan.. while we were waiting for that thing me, syara and ain were playing and making jokes. that is the last time (for me) i'm playing and making jokes with both of them ;(. then the thing that we wait for almost 2 in half month came.. damnn itt.. we were so nervous. ong bee yong gave some speech in front and bla3 then our teacher; pn mashitah gave our result.. thank to god i got 4a, 1 b yeay that time i was kinda happy but when i think back i didn't get handphone!!! ;"( shishh so sad *sighhh...

fight!!

the day which i call "hell day" >:P i hate my 4th bro he is annoying, show off and EVIL. while i was playing laptop at my room suddenly he came >:( n when he come to my room he made like his own room. he told me to sleep downstairs or i don't know where... then i'm starting to get mad and i pull his leg.. damn he is so heavy (it means his fat!!) and then i start pulling his hair very nice!! then i did everything that's pain just to get him out of my room. then i cry :"( but he is so stubborn until my 3rd brother came..!! yeahh!!! thx bro! my 4th bro is my rival!!

celebration..

i love this vid it is so damn funny...well if u watch this vid is about a girl who love x japan but her mom doesn't like it. so when her mom tear the x japan's poster u're gonna realise that the girl is smiling ;D (on 1:44) and before that her mom is taking the xjapan's album then she saw the vanishing vision album (i think) well actually the cover of the album is kinda a "lucah" so she was so mad and then she tear all the x japan's poster. well if my mom does that to me i'm gonna cry!! (except for the vanishing vision album) seriously :)

the day

hye.. i'm back with a new urmmm.. blog (?) :) ok today is my birthday .. Happy Birthday!! lol.. n this is the greatest day!! well... i celebrate with my cousin n my bro's gf ;D well i got a present from my bro n my bro's gf... my aunty ask me what i want.. so suddenly my busybody bro.. said that i want an electric guitar.. i've never wish to have an electric guitar b'coz i don't know how to play so that is the reason why i don't want an electric guitar :) that's my 4th and my 5th bro said to my aunty. n again my 2nd busybody bro said that i want a ps3.. erhh for god sake for what i want a ps3 1st reason is ps3 is boring. 2nd, lame. 3rd, ... i don't know. haishhh... busybody brothers. well ik want a handphone but i've never ask for it especially my father.. . well i think i'm going to stop here it is so late n i'm tired helping my bro ..... night!!

forever love by x japan

i really love this song it reminds me of hide ;( when i hear this song i just feel like wanna cry.. seriously. very lovely song. r.i.p hide :(

3 days holiday!!!

yeah.. at last i'm free!! with the stupid asshole competition!! i can play computer.. watch tv.. sleep n hear music.. woohooo. the saddest thing if i was at home is; with my bro behaviour like hell ;( , the printer cannot use b'coz of the stupid thieves take the cable and my thumbdrive n many more they're just fucking asshole!!!

FUCK YOU THIEVES!!!

woohooo!!!

yeahh.. at last the upsr has gone. but this is not the end there will have another BIG exam like this in the future... PMR and SPM.. oh god.. they just want to make my brain explode!!!... i always get stressed about this thing... and make me uncomfortable especially our results for UPSR oh god i hope i got straight A's. i can get handphone well that was IF i get straight A's.. sad ;(

Bad!!

continue the story but this is not about karaoke anymore !!
ok.. after the karaoke thing we go for a drink at mamak.but my bro's gf ask me do i want to eat ice-cream and of course i want. i ate mcd ice-cream a.k.a mcflurry oh gosh!! then, my bro's gf was queuing so we sit behind her .. then my brother push me n suddenly my bro's gf accidentally step my foot with her shoe OUCH!! i was damn angry with my bro that time but what can i do he's my brother ;(

very good lesson :)

i will never ever want to go karaoke again!!!
before the day of puasa me, my bro n his gf went to The Curve to watch "UP"
then when we arrived there my bro and his gf plan want to go karaoke and they invite me... i refuse. hey i'm not that kind of person.. that love karaoke. OTAK KAU!! unfortunately, my lucky was bad because we have to watch "UP" at 5.00 p.m. so the plan that they made is working... they have a chance to go karaoke with me SHIT!! i force myself to go there . when i go there i saw a football game i don't what's the name so i just call it as the "football game" ok ok.. then i saw a snooker and i don't know haw many karaoke room :).. then my brother said to the worker "umm 6 lagu." when i hear that my brother said 6 i was like WTF!!! then my brain said "hurmm maybe 1 people 2 songsn." no way!!! then i thought i have to go know but first we play the "football game" on the game me n my bro's gf win wohoo!!! we won 2 times i think. then time has come .... we go to the no.10 room i think. then my bro start choosing hujan's song which is hiba.when my bro sing, i was like what the.. then i laugh and also before he sing his gf pass me the microphone and of course i just hold it and i'm not gonna sing it. the music is so loud that can make me die there or that place is like HELL or that music can make me deaf until i die. i don't how my bro and his gf just relax with the music sound was so high like 100.i realize that beside our room there's a bunch of freaks sing DANGDUT songs.. before we enter i heard the DANGDUT song and it was like HELL!!! very2 phsyco. that time i was like Oh God please save me from this karaoke thing!!! it make me phsyco!!

I've learn a Lesson
1. my bro sing very2 nice (opposite meaning).. i hate it!!
2. they force me to sing and of course i refuse..
3. beside us there's a FREAK from Tanjung Rambutan or maybe from Mental Problem Hospital
4.the music sound is very loud that it would make me deaf!!

Shut the hell up!!

Ok this blog is dedicate to someone … that I don’t want to say his/her name >:) I know that now I don’t like indie anymore because their songs SUCKS!!! And before X Japan I like a band called Hujan because of his vocalist, Noh that I think handsome but now it’s not. His hair look like a coconut or I called it in Malay “rambut tempurung” or “rambut mangkuk” :) His hair look so UGLY!!! .. . but now I’ve changed :P sorry to HIS/HER but now I liked X Japan more because for me their songs is better than Hujan ;P .And his lead guitar (Hide) is better than Noh ;P (fight back!!) even though his hair look big but that’s visual kei style and he still look handsome than that “rambut tempurung” guy ;) and also what do I care he passed away he still awesome than “rambut tempurung” guy and another guy, Pijie. Sorry :S…. lastly, don’t force someone to support Indie. I’m not your follower to follow you what ever you like. And don’t you think that Pijie or PG (shortcut) a.k.a “pemanasan global” is the cutest and the handsome guy in this world. His “HOT” because he is a global warming guy. Thanks to the Boy/Girl that comment me at myspace and that make me felt very FUCKING angry!! (Fight!!)

Saw IV (X Japan) ??

My brother told me about X Japan was in Saw 4. The violence movie ever before or after happy tree friends :) About this vid I don’t know why suddenly they show Hide vid and his guitar. I think they just put it in. I thought this songs was sing before Hide died but my brother said they sing after Hide died ;(

Spot the different

All of you will think the hair, places and dresses rite. It’s true but one thing left :) ok, the 1st picture starting from the upper man: yoshiki, pata , hide, toshi and taiji. 2nd picture from the man with the guitar: pata, hide, yoshiki, toshi and heath. Now spot the different?? Between Taiji and Heath :) Taiji left the band on 1992 and Heath joined the band on the same year. There are some rumours says that Yoshiki and Taiji were fighting. It’s like argue. Get it ?? Oh ya, if you see the logo it change rite… when Yoshiki and Toshi formed the band they called the band as “X” and after Taiji left they change to “X Japan” :) Get it ??

yoshiki....

this 2 pictures is yoshiki from x japan. he's the leader, drummer n pianist for x japan. well the truth is he look like a woman... seriously IF his hair is long and kinda curly ;D he always act shy which will make he look more feminine eewww... eventhough, it does that doesn't mean that he's 100% feminine.. if u watch he play drum... shishh he looks like a man who can't control himself.. that's was drum but if piano.. i just don't know how to say.. he's just so talented. not only drum n piano only.. he can play guitar too cool rite...!!

Oh Gosh!!

Oh My Gosh!! i just don't believe it someone got HIDE's signature. well just now i just wanna see hide pictures at Hide fan site and i saw this. That time i was like OMG!!! sooo.. Jealous.. and if u see the date it was 30.4.1998 2 days before he died. that time also i was like just wanna cry ;( they were so lucky. 1998 huh.. when i was 2 years old . *cry..

Ice age 3 was like so funny i've watched and it was really funny :)

Pshyco

I’m sorry every but country has a "Pshyco" people ayte… umm.. well it’s true. In my school there’s a Pshyco and Pathetic bunch of people well I’m not gonna say their name because it was always be secret sorry. Ok well they just so phsyco they laugh like a vampire or pontianak. That was kinda creepy. Please ok that is not my type … I don’t have a friend that laugh like that. Even my bestie Iman Fatihah text me and she said that she suppose to kill them before she move. Yup that’s true.. I also hate them. I just don’t know what to say with all this people. Bak kata pepatah "Zaman dah berubah dunia dah maju." Ahahah suddenly I change my language :P Have anyone of you heard a word called "Hot" ?? ok everyone knows that. What does it mean? Does it mean spicy?? well actually I use that word ok but at this time I’m curses someone I mean.. not someone but a few of them except ME muahahah… :D

JAPAN!!

Ahh… sakura flower.. talk about sakura flower well I wanna go to Japan!! (da… the topic is about Japan) Whatever. Yesterday, my brother and I was talking about Japan. I don’t know why we want to go to Japan. Japan is like some kind of place that instruct us to go there but we can’t. I said to my brother it is so good if our live is just like "Sims". Well type "motherlode" and we get 50,oo0$ isn’t that awesome??. Then we type "agingoff" and when we gonna be like 23 like that suddenly we was like 12 like how was that?? That was totally awesome rite??.. . but one thing that we can’t is Death. The dead people cannot alive because death is all at God’s hand. Like Hide and MJ ahhh R.I.P . And then my brother said.. "Yup, If we be like that I can meet Horikita Maki, Oguri Shun, Tamao Serizawa (Crow Zero) and Nakatsu Shuiichi ( Hana-kimi )" Then I said "Ya, I can meet Yoshiki and Toshi and X Japan except Hide." That’s true rite I can’t meet Hide… I only can meet him when I die.

The Video

Ok this is Hide-special vid. I’ve watch it. It was Hide. Well all of his hair was totally AWESOME but one of his hair I mean WIG …. Is sooo.. funny. He wear a white wig and a white outfit and he looks so funny. When I watch that part I was like Oh Gosh LOL!!! .

What? Whatever?

The topic doesn’t mean anything ok. Well I’d love to tell about the best "band" (X Japan and Hide with the Spread beaver). But I just don’t know what I’ve should tell because I’ve tell you everything. Ouh ya.. open this website "http://www.xjapan.de/" it tells you all about X Japan members. And their albums and also their pictures. Well that’s my everyday hobby searching about Hide and X Japan. The best songs that I’ve heard from X Japan is: X, Say Anything, Tears, Weekend, Longing, Kurenai, Endless Rain, Unfinished what else?? I think that’s it oh ya and Dahlia :D. You should hear those songs ….. .

We Are X !!

Everyone know the King of Pop Star aytee?? Of course Michael Jackson. Actually he was black rite.. but he was sick I think so he made an operation for his face. He was born on 1958 I don’t know when and he died in 2009 yeah everyone know. Well I felt sympathy to his family about his death. It was kind a sad about the news that he has passed away but I don’t care. He had joined Islam rite before he died and his Islam name is Mikael Abdullah I guess. I love his songs. One of it is billie jean. Yup that’s the best. And also the "moon walk" mann.. that is so awesome!!.

The X Japan

( >>> heath, pata, hide, toshi and yoshiki )

Then after how many years I don’t know X Japan broke. They broke on 1997. After a year later (1998) Hide passed away. In wikipedia they said that they saw Hide hanged himself with a towel at a doorknob in bathroom. In his apartment at Tokyo I think. That was freaking sad. I also read some of his fan copy suicide. Ok that was freaking stupid. But he did on purpose not suicide. When I first know that he has passed away well it was freaking sad but I won’t cry maybe someday :D. Until now he is a legendary! His music will forever live ;( . and also on of the good news is X Japan will perform again but the bad news is they will perform without Hide and they will not perform in my country :(. Ok I’m going to stop here. I’ll continue with a new topic that is about the "King of Pop Star".

Hideto Matsumoto

Ok.. Hide is a person name. But he is a man who passed away 11 years ago. That was sad. Let me tell you about him.

His name is Hideto Matsumoto. Yup.. his hair is big but in this picture he looks Cute. He was born on 13 December 1964 at Yokosuka, Japan. I think he join X Japan in 1987. But that time also he build a band for him. Hide with the Spread Beaver yup.. that’s his band name. Hide as the vocalist and the guitarist. Kiyoshi as the guitarist also. Chirolyn as the bass. Joe as the drummer. D.I.E as the keyboard. I.N.A uhhh… I don’t know what he do :P. And lastly, Pata from X Japan or Kaz as the guitarist but he refuse.

Let's rock n Roll!!!

The Band!!

Have you heard a band called X Japan and Hide with the Spread Beaver ?? well, those band are totally Rock n Roll dudeeee!!! I hope you might want to hear their songs :)

X japan

weekend

kurenai

longing

say anithing

x

without you

forever love

endless rain

Hide with the Spread Beaver

50% & 50%

eyes love you

tell me

flame

in motion

everfree

rocket dive

pink spider

*Actually, Hide from Hide with the spread beaver as a vocalist had died on 1998 he also be as a lead guitar in X Japan. ;( (broken english aytee...)

Let's Watch!!

This is the most Violence cartoon EVER!!

holiday!!

Yes!! next week no school!! thank you to the teachers who was so kind to give us holiday for 1 day :P because of the camping at school :). yeah2 whatever :P

happy tree friends :)

happy tree friend is so VIOLENCE!! this is 100% not for children :)