wishhh... ;D

hehehe soon... i'm gonna get what i want yeah babeyh!! a handphone... duhh it's a handphone.. ahandphone that i always want; sony ericsson w980 wala!! god graciousss it is so damn beautiful!!!that's b'coz i get 4a's, 1b for my upsr!! hoyeah babeyhhh!! happy mood!!! ;DDD

goodbye sksj :( hye smk seafield ;P

next year i'm going to seafield a.k.a padang laut :D LOL i'm gonna walk from my house damn it is so scary i'm all alone walking there :( shishhh... i'm sooooo gonna miss sksj!! for 6 years i study there and now i'm not gonna go there again. all the thing i made with my friends became a very very special memory ;"( no more hari kanak - kanak.. no more everything!! now it really made me wanna cry ;( duhh.. who doesn't cry.. this is the last day for every senior (standard 6) in every primary school. i didn't come on friday (the last day) so it means the "result day" is the last day i meet my friend ;( rite now.. i was grieved because thinking of everything i've done with my friendsss ;"( i'm gonna stop here.. goodbye sksj!! i'm so gonna miss u and my bestie (sksj):
syahirah, amirah, amani, qistina, lynna, afiqah, munirah, tengku, azaitul, najihah, syara, ain, erza and others.. i'm gonna remember all of them .. which i list it (here) u're the best bestie i've met and had!! i love all of you!

this song: the last song by x japan.. made me wanna cry. this song seriously make all my memory came back.. this is dedicate for every seniors (standard6) in every schools.. it'll make u cry and make u grieved.. again.. i said i'm gonna miss my very2 best bestie in the world bye guyss.. love ya!! ;"(

result babe!!

result came... on thursday... very nervous. the principal; ong bee yong :P said that 11 o'clock all standards 6 should go to the dewan.. while we were waiting for that thing me, syara and ain were playing and making jokes. that is the last time (for me) i'm playing and making jokes with both of them ;(. then the thing that we wait for almost 2 in half month came.. damnn itt.. we were so nervous. ong bee yong gave some speech in front and bla3 then our teacher; pn mashitah gave our result.. thank to god i got 4a, 1 b yeay that time i was kinda happy but when i think back i didn't get handphone!!! ;"( shishh so sad *sighhh...

fight!!

the day which i call "hell day" >:P i hate my 4th bro he is annoying, show off and EVIL. while i was playing laptop at my room suddenly he came >:( n when he come to my room he made like his own room. he told me to sleep downstairs or i don't know where... then i'm starting to get mad and i pull his leg.. damn he is so heavy (it means his fat!!) and then i start pulling his hair very nice!! then i did everything that's pain just to get him out of my room. then i cry :"( but he is so stubborn until my 3rd brother came..!! yeahh!!! thx bro! my 4th bro is my rival!!

celebration..

i love this vid it is so damn funny...well if u watch this vid is about a girl who love x japan but her mom doesn't like it. so when her mom tear the x japan's poster u're gonna realise that the girl is smiling ;D (on 1:44) and before that her mom is taking the xjapan's album then she saw the vanishing vision album (i think) well actually the cover of the album is kinda a "lucah" so she was so mad and then she tear all the x japan's poster. well if my mom does that to me i'm gonna cry!! (except for the vanishing vision album) seriously :)

the day

hye.. i'm back with a new urmmm.. blog (?) :) ok today is my birthday .. Happy Birthday!! lol.. n this is the greatest day!! well... i celebrate with my cousin n my bro's gf ;D well i got a present from my bro n my bro's gf... my aunty ask me what i want.. so suddenly my busybody bro.. said that i want an electric guitar.. i've never wish to have an electric guitar b'coz i don't know how to play so that is the reason why i don't want an electric guitar :) that's my 4th and my 5th bro said to my aunty. n again my 2nd busybody bro said that i want a ps3.. erhh for god sake for what i want a ps3 1st reason is ps3 is boring. 2nd, lame. 3rd, ... i don't know. haishhh... busybody brothers. well ik want a handphone but i've never ask for it especially my father.. . well i think i'm going to stop here it is so late n i'm tired helping my bro ..... night!!

forever love by x japan

i really love this song it reminds me of hide ;( when i hear this song i just feel like wanna cry.. seriously. very lovely song. r.i.p hide :(