hari raya

lemang.... it's so delicious!!! omg!! can't wait for hari raya this years. i wish that this year is the best hari raya ever. and and.. we balik kampung safely XD. i remember... there's one time.. it was open house at my house :) gosh!! that was the best day ever! we were playing water balloon and everything.... we laughed like a crazy people XD and we ate many food!!! tasty!! delicious!!! superb!!!! LOL. that time my mom cooks nasi ayam 0__0 it really makes me wanna eat nasi ayam XP LOL shishhh.. memory memory memory XD

what do i care ??!!

he says that no one would read my lame blog. hehh.. what do i care.... i don't need people to read my blog because i know it's totally boring and lame! hey dude, u don't have to say that..... i already know that. so shut ur mouth up! u don't have to comment my blog. there's no motive...u comment my blog.. ass XP u're totally lame!!

annoying!!

i hate when somebody cried because he/she didn't get straight A's but they got around 4a's (UPSR), 7a's (PMR) and 11a's (SPM). why do u have to cry?? at least u got an A!!!! u're definitely not thankful to god!!! :O goshhh.. JUST KIDDING! anyway... it's really annoying when u cried like a little baby because of that! u're so lame. well it's true u work hard for that but hey, chill... at least u got an A's. it's better than D's .... u don't have to cry!!!! MY GOSH.. it really pissed me off!! well yeahh... what for do u cry?? u didn't get anything if u cried... all u got is u're tears. seriously, to those... please don't be such a crap! life must move on.... so MOVE la!

leoh dizon... u're so hot !

Leoh Dizon!!! why do u have to be so freaking hot!!! god she's so hot and kawaii XD i love her hair!!! i want her hair and her face!!! she can beat every hot women in this world such as Aishwarya Rai.... nehhh.. i don't think so. i think Aishwarya Rai is hot too. No! she's not hot but beautiful :D hahahhah!!!

Japanese+English=Japanglish XP

LOL... Japanglish... hey isn't that cool??? i think it is. well talk about Japanglish.. it is fun to hear Japanese peeps speak in english. well you know.. if Japanese peeps speak english is kinda funny rite... because of their "Nipponese" accent. XD well nevermind .... hey watch this!!

yoshiki speak in english is the coolest thing i've ever seen!

Semangat X!!! XD

look at that.. ahahha that is what i called "semangat X" ngahhahahah.. hey this is what fan mean XD wohooo.. i took it yesterday.. i dunno what to do, so i took this picture XP hahhaha i know!! it is so freaking lame. well you know me i'm always lame. NEVER GETS BORED XD

Apple :D

i love the logo!! it is sooo... freaking cool and colourful.. hahhah LOL (lame joke) anyway... the webcam is so cool.. what i mean is the picture quality is high la -.-" but sadly.. i can't make a video call.. nehh.. i don't really care. "Even though, the price is above RM1,000 but it is useful." hahhahaha (english, standard 6)

Cartoon KAT-TUN

ahhahahaha!! thanks to Syifaa Yamapi for showing me the Cartoon KAT-TUN show. It was the best show ever!!!! ahahahah and Syifaa, you're absolutely rite about Kamenashi Kazya XD he is hot. hahahahah.. but he can never beat hide, my love XP (ewww...) here is some vide of Cartoon KAT-TUN WITH L'Arc~en~ciel. Gosh L'Arc~en~ciel is still exist!! shishhh.. it reminds me of X Japan and hide. well L'Arc~en~ciel had a "relationship" with X Japan... what I mean is they know each other. Anyway, watch this... it is so freaking funny!!

tokyo dome , japan

wow! would you look at that!!! is freaking BIG!! this is where all the band including X Japan XD made a concert. look at the size of this stadium.... it is so freaking BIG!!!! i wish i can go there :) there's just nothing actually... but i wanna see inside :P

People ...

well again.. about hide. well i know it's boring to tell the same thing..but that's the only thing i know :| anyway..to people who hate hide very much.. I HATE YOU TOO! XD hahahah.. just kidding. i just wanna give an advice to hide "hatter" well.. i know you hate him but you don't have to "kutuk" him..because you don't have to. well.. if someone "kutuk" u're idol, maybe u'll get pissed off rite.. but the same thing goes to the people that you "kutuk" (what i mean is he/she's idol). that's just an advice for me to anyone who read this :) wish the people... that "kutuk" someone's idol realize what they did :)

p/s: heheheh.. what is "kutuk" in english?? does anybody know??

R.I.P hide T__T

just now.. is the saddest time of all. arhhh!! i miss hide. i watch his funeral and guess what happen ... i cried like hell D: ... well as a fan...you know :D they get to emotion. the part where Yoshiki give a speech at the temple is so sad. i just don't know how to say. just watch the video and you know the condition :(

today is nothing day :|

-arhhhh!!! i'm so bored to death today! erhhh...why didn't i just go to my grandma's house??? at least there's my cousin!! last night my cousin ; irdina.. text me. "thirah esk dtg la rumah nenek" but i refuse to come because i know that her father would pick her early. so i decide that i don't wanna go. well maybe it's bad if they "jalan2" XP and i didn't follow them..but i don't really care. if i followed them.. well maybe it's fun but.. i can't buy ANYTHING!! 1st of all i have no money :P. 2nd..because my mak ngah (my cousin's grandma) well.. i don't know XD

-watching X Japan again and again!! yeahh.. never get boring babeyh.. watching they have fun at the stage...i'ts cool :) the way they talk in an interview is so awesome!! (i don't have any idea what i'm trying to say) well you know.. i love Japanese accent..but in the same time it's look like they're mumbling :P well.. i don't care about that...as long as i'm not bored XD

- FACEBOOK vs MYSPACE.. who would win.. well some people said that facebook is better than myspace and some people said that facebook is for old people and myspace is for young people (teenagers :P). what the hell.. which one is better?? well i think both site is boring. no difference :)

i'm in love with you... XJAPAN!!!

yess.... i'm in love with x japan! they're the best of the best! u rule X !! endless rain one of my fav. songs! and fuck! hide was fucking awesome when he did the solo part!!! my goshh!!! there's some reason why i love X. 1. because they're freaking awesome!! 2. because of hide (ouhh my love *blueekkk*) 3. they're fucking funny 4. if toshi said "hate" it gonna turns into "heat"... see.. they're just awesome for me!! love them!!!

anyway i want you to watch this.. and i really want you to hear when toshi says "hate" into "heat". well u just wait until he sings "all of the "hate" " it's funny!!

syifaa, hani amelia and alya rocks!!

yesss... the three of them rocks!! they're funny and awesome! they're the coolest friends i've ever had :) but sadly alya already move (pindah skolah) damnnn... we miss u alya!! all i have now is syifaa and hani.. i wish that we can be best friends FOREVER!!!

yeah!!! u guys ROCKS!!!

awww... sugizo and hide

AHAHHAHAHAHAH... i know.. they're just like siblings aytee ;P they're so cute!! sugizo is so like a little brother to hide.. well yeah he was like 5 years YOUNGER than hide ;D nice....

sugihara yasuhiro + hideto matsumoto = sugideto yasumoto... LOL cool rite...

sugizo.. my god!! he's so darnn hot weyhh!!

yes.. i know he's hot rite... :D his name is sugihara yasuhiro..but everyone call him sugizo.. cool rite :] his dressing looks like he's a gothic.. well i think he is. anyway he's just awesome like hide :D everyone said that sugizo and hide are like brothers.. hell yeahh... they were together.. they play together (WTF... play??) after hide died he replace hide ;"( .... both of them rocks!!

XJapan live in hong kong! darnn hide i miss you!!!

yeahh the best band ever!! okay2, i was buying xjapan live in japan album.. so after i come back home.. i quickly test it.. well the picture is great. so then, i was planning to watch at night so you can feel the sadness :D while i was watching.. i felt so sad that i cried ;( then the sad part is when they sing "without you" song.. that time they show all their memory with hide in the big screen.. and at the same time i was omg!! then i cry... (it's true) i can't stop crying... i know.. it's really weird because i was crying like hide was my family who died :P but that's what fans do... rite?? well continue later... :) i'm gonna continue the live! bye2

p/s: i'm so sorry.. if u didn't understand a word i'm saying.. i know my english really sucks!! SUMIMASEN!!!

sergeant keroro!!

awww... they're so cute!!! yeahh... sergeant keroro the best!!! i love sergeant keroro and private tamama :P both of them were so cute!! hahahhaha..

school gonna start next week!! FUCK!!

i hate seafield!! say "yes" to anti-seafield!! if u say no i'll shoot u with a gun so u can die in peace! >:D next week school gonna start.. i don't wanna go :( this school sucks than ever!! and i'm so happy if the school is burn >:P hahhahahaha padan muka!! biar mampos! see like this picture!!!



woohooo... but why didn't they burn the whole school??!!!

argghhhh!!! hide is darn fucking hot (melting :P)

i love this live concert!! hide is freaking hottie. and the way he speak.. oh my goshh.. so cute.. and2 the way he smile makes me melt!!!! yeahh!! "stay free my misery"!!!! love you hide!!!!

watch thissss!!! such an ass ;)))

okok watch this vid.. where hide and his band zilch... in the making of electric cucumber : ) this making is so darn funny.. i can't stop laughing... LOL!!! ahahhahahaahh!!!! ok there's one part where hide was singing and suddenly he fell at the bush and his "pink wig" was stuck at the bush... something like that.. u just watch it.. it so darn funny and ouh yeahh.. this vid is for under 18 (pfttt i'm 13) because there's a part where *toooot tooooot* can't tell you :P

white skinny jeans :)

i know la.. it's not white.. but it look KINDA white okay. well anyway.. just now.. i saw a dude wearing white skinny jeans.. well ya know white is gay colour :D hahahah... while i was watching him play football at the park which is also in front of my house actually :) hahaha... when i look at him.. he really look like a gay dude ya know.. i just don't know how to explain.. he look so funny.. lucky he didn't wear a white top..if he wear it.. he can be the gay dude who play football with dudes hahahaha... i know, i'm evil like the devil >:D but seriously... he looks so darn gay that time.. hahahahah.. i just can't imagine.. if he act gay that time.. i'm sure all the dudes there don't want to play with him or maybe hang out with him.. hahahahahha haishhh what could i say.. the world is so crazy like me. LOL

p/s : sorry... actually that's skinny jeans is for women.. i just save the picture so i can show the example for you.. ngeee ;)

when u smile... u make me smile too :P

ahhh.. he makes me smile like everyday when i look at him :P ahhahaha do u know who is that?? hahaha sadly u don't know who is that!!! muahahahah >:D hahahaha 2 dude who make me smile all the time :D 1. _______ ahahhahaah can't tell you.. cause if he read this.. i'm dead! 2. hideto matsumoto!!!!! i love him! i love him!!! he makes me crazy all the time (when i watch his vid) ahhahahah.. yeahh eventhoughh he's dead!! wuuuu rest in peace!! sometimes when i watch his urmmm live concert at youtube... i feel like so darn happy... and when he smile... i was like "my goshh hide.. u're so cute!!! i wish i was there!!" ahahahahah *that's what fanatic means :) and also some of his live concert really make me laugh like a "pontianak".. yeahh he was so funny and disgusting and .... pervert?? hahahahah so cute as in "KAWAII" (LOL I LOVE SPEAKING JAPANESE :P)

hideto matsumoto !!!

johnny depp as willy wonka and the mad hatter ;P

hey ho! :P well.. u know willy wonka? i bet u know willy wonka ayte ;P (what a silly question).. well johnny depp as willy wonka in charlie and the chocolate factory is so awesome and totally nuts! hahahha.. in the same time, cute ;P and god damn.. the chocs, chewing gums, lollipops and everything sweet.. is so fucking delish!! and the sweetness.. oh my god!! (pffttt... i've never taste it before ;P) but when i watch they ate the candy.. i can feel the sweetness! GOD!! ouhh.. i forget.. about the movie "alice in the wonderland".. yahhh.. ya know that movie.. it's coming to cinema... i think that's the creepiest movie i've ever seen! especially the mad hatter which was cast by johnny depp. he look so creepy in there... i can feel the creepy..LOL do u feel it hahaha ;P yeahh.. his face was white like a dead dude.. and2 pffttt.. i think the best way is just show the pics.

see.. isn't it CREEPY??


willy wonka!!! willy wonkie !!! hahaha

X is the hottest band! X Japan is the awesome band!!

X - yoshiki, pata, hide, toshi and taiji

X Japan - heath, pata, yoshiki, toshi and hide ;P


like i said... "X is the hottest band while, X Japan is the awesome band" well what's the different between both band?? to those who know the different.. i would like to say "u're awesome!" hahaha but i'm really sure u know the different rite..?? it's heath and taiji.. taiji was replace by heath after he left..while everything the same..and oh yeah.. the name of the band. u see.. X and X Japan.. they just add the "Japan" and BOOM!! came the awesome band in the unviverse! i'm not saying that X is not the awesome band... they're the best band ever! yeahh.. after taiji left.. evrything change... starting from the hair till the outfit. (except for pata.. he never change.. still being the quietest member and had a long, curly hair) and taiji's song never been played after he left.

metallica? WTH (what the heaven...LOL)

it's really weird... bcoz.. i start liking metallica. well, i don't really like metallica... what i like about it is the song. like whiskey in the jar... dude.. I LOVE THAT SONG!!! and the "sound" of the guitar in that song :D damnnn... love it!

anyway, the "WTH" a.k.a what the heaven is nothing actually..... well ACTUALLY it's what the hell then... when i say that to someone and he said : "it's what the heaven la.." that's why LAAA... :P

X Japan live in Malaysia >:)

are u kidding me? x japan came to malaysia.... ARGHHH!!!! cheyhhhh...just kidding!! aahhahahaha!!! in my dream la x japan live in malaysia. well if they really come to malaysia i'm gonna shout like a crazy women ;P i'm gonna jump around in my house... ngahahahaha ;)))... and2 i will definitely go to XJapan's concert eventhough, there's no hide ;( rest in peace hide! we will always love you!

heath,pata,yoshiki,toshi and hide - last live in tokyo dome (1997)



heath,pata,yoshiki,toshi and sugizo (i think) and2 that very special doll; hide - live in tokyo dome (2009)

"Forever Love Forever Dream
Only overflowing thoughts
Terribly, sorrowfully bury all time
Oh Tell me why

All I see is blue
in my heart

Will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
All my tears start to overflow again

Forever Love Forever Dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn
Oh Stay with me

Ah, I wish everthing were ended
Nothing is ended, in this night
Ah, what a loss it is
There's nothing at all...only you

Forever Love Forever Dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn

Ah Will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
Now more than anyone else, with me

Forever Love Forever Dream
I can't walk farther than this
Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true
Tell me what it means to live

Forever Love Forever Dream
Amidst overflowing tears
Until the shining season changes to eternity
Oh Forever Love"

forever love - x japan

p/s: i translate okayhhh :)

he is not a WOMEN!!!!

erghhh... why do i have to hear people said that hide is a women??!! he is not a women.... well maybe some of his pictures look like a women but still he is a man, an awesome man who died!!! ;( why? why?.. it really make me cry.. well that's really lame ;P

LOL best giler kot KOKU!!

it's kinda weird that i join silat but it is so fun.. and i get to talk to "him" ahahahah i'm so damn malu when i talk to him b'coz that's the first time i talk to my borther's friend (live). bfore this we've just chat at msn but this one is LIVE babeyh!!! after finish training we've to shake hand but this one is a different shake hand. so bla3.. >__<>

bdk B-J-L (bajet-je-lebih)

nowadays.. in malaysia there's a plenty.. not plenty but many kid or teenagers that like to be "bajet"..
i'm getting sick of looking at them.. they're ugly, they're so not powerful and they are stupid!! and still they "bajet" that they're handsome, powerful and clever. like i always said : "ni lah budak2 zaman skrang". so the meaning of B-J-L is bajet-je-lebih. that's what i mean ;)

i love the past!!

the past is the best damn thing i did with my relatives, friends and family. when there's an open house at my relatives house or maybe my house we're gonna play a game such as playing basketball or waterballoon (maybe). ahhhh... i wish that i can go to the past :)

the pasttt (2009)

ahhhh it's 2010. everything is new ;( i remember the old days which is 2009 the last day for standard 6! i love u sksj! u're the best primary school!.. now.. i can't meet my cousin again everyday.. actually i can meet them but on the weekdays ;( (maybe) i miss them!

i love hide!!

today.. i watch hide's video clip "goodbye" that video clip almost gonna make me cry ;( i love him (as a fan) no matter what he looks like or what he dress like (?) he will always be the hottest guy for me!!

i own him okay.. no one can "rampas" him from me XP

i hate seafield!!

i'm 13 now (actually i'm not). it's 2010.. :( i don't want 2010.. i want 2009 back!! whatever ;P now.. i'm studying in SMK Seafield >;( i hate that school so much since i was standard 5!!! but i force my self to go!! *cryyy

5 REASON WHY I HATE SEAFIELD SO MUCH!!

• i have to walk to school.. the same thing when i go back!
• my class is in the 4th floor. (tinggi gila babi!)
• i never ever like that school!
• i don't have friends except hani amelia
• and the school canteen is so small!! (which doesn't make any sense)