sugizo.. my god!! he's so darnn hot weyhh!!

yes.. i know he's hot rite... :D his name is sugihara yasuhiro..but everyone call him sugizo.. cool rite :] his dressing looks like he's a gothic.. well i think he is. anyway he's just awesome like hide :D everyone said that sugizo and hide are like brothers.. hell yeahh... they were together.. they play together (WTF... play??) after hide died he replace hide ;"( .... both of them rocks!!

XJapan live in hong kong! darnn hide i miss you!!!

yeahh the best band ever!! okay2, i was buying xjapan live in japan album.. so after i come back home.. i quickly test it.. well the picture is great. so then, i was planning to watch at night so you can feel the sadness :D while i was watching.. i felt so sad that i cried ;( then the sad part is when they sing "without you" song.. that time they show all their memory with hide in the big screen.. and at the same time i was omg!! then i cry... (it's true) i can't stop crying... i know.. it's really weird because i was crying like hide was my family who died :P but that's what fans do... rite?? well continue later... :) i'm gonna continue the live! bye2

p/s: i'm so sorry.. if u didn't understand a word i'm saying.. i know my english really sucks!! SUMIMASEN!!!

sergeant keroro!!

awww... they're so cute!!! yeahh... sergeant keroro the best!!! i love sergeant keroro and private tamama :P both of them were so cute!! hahahhaha..

school gonna start next week!! FUCK!!

i hate seafield!! say "yes" to anti-seafield!! if u say no i'll shoot u with a gun so u can die in peace! >:D next week school gonna start.. i don't wanna go :( this school sucks than ever!! and i'm so happy if the school is burn >:P hahhahahaha padan muka!! biar mampos! see like this picture!!!



woohooo... but why didn't they burn the whole school??!!!

argghhhh!!! hide is darn fucking hot (melting :P)

i love this live concert!! hide is freaking hottie. and the way he speak.. oh my goshh.. so cute.. and2 the way he smile makes me melt!!!! yeahh!! "stay free my misery"!!!! love you hide!!!!

watch thissss!!! such an ass ;)))

okok watch this vid.. where hide and his band zilch... in the making of electric cucumber : ) this making is so darn funny.. i can't stop laughing... LOL!!! ahahhahahaahh!!!! ok there's one part where hide was singing and suddenly he fell at the bush and his "pink wig" was stuck at the bush... something like that.. u just watch it.. it so darn funny and ouh yeahh.. this vid is for under 18 (pfttt i'm 13) because there's a part where *toooot tooooot* can't tell you :P

white skinny jeans :)

i know la.. it's not white.. but it look KINDA white okay. well anyway.. just now.. i saw a dude wearing white skinny jeans.. well ya know white is gay colour :D hahahah... while i was watching him play football at the park which is also in front of my house actually :) hahaha... when i look at him.. he really look like a gay dude ya know.. i just don't know how to explain.. he look so funny.. lucky he didn't wear a white top..if he wear it.. he can be the gay dude who play football with dudes hahahaha... i know, i'm evil like the devil >:D but seriously... he looks so darn gay that time.. hahahahah.. i just can't imagine.. if he act gay that time.. i'm sure all the dudes there don't want to play with him or maybe hang out with him.. hahahahahha haishhh what could i say.. the world is so crazy like me. LOL

p/s : sorry... actually that's skinny jeans is for women.. i just save the picture so i can show the example for you.. ngeee ;)

when u smile... u make me smile too :P

ahhh.. he makes me smile like everyday when i look at him :P ahhahaha do u know who is that?? hahaha sadly u don't know who is that!!! muahahahah >:D hahahaha 2 dude who make me smile all the time :D 1. _______ ahahhahaah can't tell you.. cause if he read this.. i'm dead! 2. hideto matsumoto!!!!! i love him! i love him!!! he makes me crazy all the time (when i watch his vid) ahhahahah.. yeahh eventhoughh he's dead!! wuuuu rest in peace!! sometimes when i watch his urmmm live concert at youtube... i feel like so darn happy... and when he smile... i was like "my goshh hide.. u're so cute!!! i wish i was there!!" ahahahahah *that's what fanatic means :) and also some of his live concert really make me laugh like a "pontianak".. yeahh he was so funny and disgusting and .... pervert?? hahahahah so cute as in "KAWAII" (LOL I LOVE SPEAKING JAPANESE :P)

hideto matsumoto !!!

johnny depp as willy wonka and the mad hatter ;P

hey ho! :P well.. u know willy wonka? i bet u know willy wonka ayte ;P (what a silly question).. well johnny depp as willy wonka in charlie and the chocolate factory is so awesome and totally nuts! hahahha.. in the same time, cute ;P and god damn.. the chocs, chewing gums, lollipops and everything sweet.. is so fucking delish!! and the sweetness.. oh my god!! (pffttt... i've never taste it before ;P) but when i watch they ate the candy.. i can feel the sweetness! GOD!! ouhh.. i forget.. about the movie "alice in the wonderland".. yahhh.. ya know that movie.. it's coming to cinema... i think that's the creepiest movie i've ever seen! especially the mad hatter which was cast by johnny depp. he look so creepy in there... i can feel the creepy..LOL do u feel it hahaha ;P yeahh.. his face was white like a dead dude.. and2 pffttt.. i think the best way is just show the pics.

see.. isn't it CREEPY??


willy wonka!!! willy wonkie !!! hahaha

X is the hottest band! X Japan is the awesome band!!

X - yoshiki, pata, hide, toshi and taiji

X Japan - heath, pata, yoshiki, toshi and hide ;P


like i said... "X is the hottest band while, X Japan is the awesome band" well what's the different between both band?? to those who know the different.. i would like to say "u're awesome!" hahaha but i'm really sure u know the different rite..?? it's heath and taiji.. taiji was replace by heath after he left..while everything the same..and oh yeah.. the name of the band. u see.. X and X Japan.. they just add the "Japan" and BOOM!! came the awesome band in the unviverse! i'm not saying that X is not the awesome band... they're the best band ever! yeahh.. after taiji left.. evrything change... starting from the hair till the outfit. (except for pata.. he never change.. still being the quietest member and had a long, curly hair) and taiji's song never been played after he left.

metallica? WTH (what the heaven...LOL)

it's really weird... bcoz.. i start liking metallica. well, i don't really like metallica... what i like about it is the song. like whiskey in the jar... dude.. I LOVE THAT SONG!!! and the "sound" of the guitar in that song :D damnnn... love it!

anyway, the "WTH" a.k.a what the heaven is nothing actually..... well ACTUALLY it's what the hell then... when i say that to someone and he said : "it's what the heaven la.." that's why LAAA... :P

X Japan live in Malaysia >:)

are u kidding me? x japan came to malaysia.... ARGHHH!!!! cheyhhhh...just kidding!! aahhahahaha!!! in my dream la x japan live in malaysia. well if they really come to malaysia i'm gonna shout like a crazy women ;P i'm gonna jump around in my house... ngahahahaha ;)))... and2 i will definitely go to XJapan's concert eventhough, there's no hide ;( rest in peace hide! we will always love you!

heath,pata,yoshiki,toshi and hide - last live in tokyo dome (1997)



heath,pata,yoshiki,toshi and sugizo (i think) and2 that very special doll; hide - live in tokyo dome (2009)

"Forever Love Forever Dream
Only overflowing thoughts
Terribly, sorrowfully bury all time
Oh Tell me why

All I see is blue
in my heart

Will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
All my tears start to overflow again

Forever Love Forever Dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn
Oh Stay with me

Ah, I wish everthing were ended
Nothing is ended, in this night
Ah, what a loss it is
There's nothing at all...only you

Forever Love Forever Dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn

Ah Will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
Now more than anyone else, with me

Forever Love Forever Dream
I can't walk farther than this
Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true
Tell me what it means to live

Forever Love Forever Dream
Amidst overflowing tears
Until the shining season changes to eternity
Oh Forever Love"

forever love - x japan

p/s: i translate okayhhh :)

he is not a WOMEN!!!!

erghhh... why do i have to hear people said that hide is a women??!! he is not a women.... well maybe some of his pictures look like a women but still he is a man, an awesome man who died!!! ;( why? why?.. it really make me cry.. well that's really lame ;P